Long Term Goals > Short Term HappinessDude,
cue for the sad songs on pandora and the sad posts that really helped me realize some deeeeeep things. & It’s the type of deep that you don’t want to share with anyone. More like a realization.
I’ve messed up soo many times this last year. Sometimes it’s hard to take responsibility. There are always two ways to look at it. “Fuck it” or “Use it”. It really is so much easier to oppress a memory than to face it or own up to it. 2012 brings more opportunities and I really need to know what to do with them.
Sometimes I do wonder “What If”. I swear, that’ll be the death of me. AND these pandora songs that feed to my emotions. -_- I swear, I won’t get anything done if this continues.
