if I did it before. I can do it again.


Is it considered being “fake” if you have a negative opinion and you vent your feelings to a friend instead of confronting that person.
Does that mean for every instance you are PISSED and annoyed as heck, that you have to say “YOURE ANNOYING”. I mean, in the end I know i’ll get over it.
My main intention was to express my feelings.
BUT now it’s like I can’t have a negative opinion about someone without talking “shit”.
Not everyone is going to be “my cup of tea” every-single-freaking-day.
Might as well keep to myself, that’s like the SAFEST thing to do.
Sheeesh Louise.
Me, myself, & I.
PLUS God, Family, Francis, & Friends… <3

cue for the sad songs on pandora and the sad posts that really helped me realize some deeeeeep things. & It’s the type of deep that you don’t want to share with anyone. More like a realization.
I’ve messed up soo many times this last year. Sometimes it’s hard to take responsibility. There are always two ways to look at it. “Fuck it” or “Use it”. It really is so much easier to oppress a memory than to face it or own up to it. 2012 brings more opportunities and I really need to know what to do with them.
Sometimes I do wonder “What If”. I swear, that’ll be the death of me. AND these pandora songs that feed to my emotions. -_- I swear, I won’t get anything done if this continues.
